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[30 Jan 2004|06:13pm]
hey... if you don't know my new username and you want it, comment and i'll tell you
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[02 Jan 2004|03:35pm]
[ mood | bored ]

Please, read and follow the instructions.

Post anything that you want here, and post it anonymously. A story, a secret, a confession, a fear, a love... anything. Make sure to post anonymously and honestly. Post as many times as you'd like. Then, put this in your LJ to see what others have to say.

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[01 Jan 2004|11:24pm]
Hair Color::red
Eye Color::blue
School Life
What's your school's mascot?:warriors but the picture is a peak
School color(s)?:green and white but the cheerleaders wear black too
G.P.A.?:4.0 (well.. all a's and then one is an ap so it's like 4.16)
Who is your favorite teacher?:feng
What do they teach?:english
Is this your favorite class?:no
Do you use any instant messengers?:yea
If so, which ones?:aim, msn
About how many hours a day do you spend online?:haha a lot
Do you have a digital camera?:yeah
If so, do you post pictures of yourself online?:yeah
Do you play any instruments?:no
If so, what one(s)?:nothing
3 Favorite Genres Of Music::punk, rock, metal
3 Favorite Bands::thrice, stone sour, linkin park
Do you go to concerts and/or shows?:yeah sometimes
What is the most you've ever spent on a concert/show?:to get in... umm however much sum san cost.. it was a lot
What is the least you've ever spent?:$5 or $6 i'm not sure (for local bands)
Do you think buying merch at a concert then wearing it there is corny?:not really
Do you listen to any bands that you'd be ashamed to admit to listening to?:no
Did you notice the grammatical error in question 29?:uhhh which thing is 29? there are no #s
Word Association
Blue::my eyes
Camera::me or katie
Pretty::some people (hey guys can be pretty haha)
Pants::the bongo jeans i wear a lot
God::something i don't really believe in
Sweater::spongebob (the best time to wear a striped sweater..)
Live Journal::rajgopal
MTV::real world
Do you think labels are dumb?:yeah
Why or why not?:because they are
What do people label you as?:i don't know... a nerd? lol
How/Why did you get this label?:i'm smart
Which Is Worse?
Physical Pain/Emotional Pain?:emotional
Blink-182/Good Charlotte?:eh neither
Being Deaf/Being Blind?:deaf
Being Bored/Rushing around because you have too much to do?:bored
Losing your dominant leg/Losing your dominant arm?:arm
Do you believe theres a difference between "love" and "in love"?:yea
Is it better to have loved and lossed than to have never loved at all?:probably
Are you romantic?:iono
Are you in a relationship now?:no
If so, for how long?:not in one
If not, how long have you been single?:i've been single and not talking to anyone for like 8 months
Are you a virgin?:yeah
What song describes your love life right now?:i don't know...
War: Good or Bad?:bad
What do you think of designer labels?:big prices
Who's skankier: Britney Spears or Paris Hilton?:i don't know
What is it with guys and cars?:cars are cool and a lot of guys like cars
Do you sing?:hahaha i'm thinking people are wishing no
If so, what part (Soprano 1,Alto 2, et cetera)?:
Kiss or hug?:hug
What color is your room?:2 walls are white, 2 are wood
How old is your mom?:47
Black and white or color photos?:color
Who cuts your hair?:a woman at hairmasters
What color is your toothbrush?:it WAS orange but then i lost it.. the new one is like magenta
What color is your hair brush?:black
What kind of hair products do you use?:shampoo, conditioner, spray gel
Is K-Mart just the poor man's Wal-Mart?:if you want it to be
Are you sXe?:i don't drink or do drugs but i don't call myself straight edge
Are you sexy?:um whatever you want haha
What color to people tells you looks nice on you?:pink, black
What color do you think looks nice on you?:black
Clothes shopping or grocery shopping?:grocery
Who do you sit with at lunch?
Do you like the sound of your own voice when you hear it played back?:i don't know.. i don't think about it much haha
Who has the nicest speaking voice that you know?:no one's voice is really standing out in my mind at the moment
What is the website for one of your favorite bands?:http://www.islandrecords.com/thrice/
Do you prefer to date people younger, older, or the same age as you?:doesn't matter
Do you listen to songs on repeat often?:yep
Who was the last person you hung out with?:katie and lyssa
What did you and that person do?:we had our alcohol-free new year's eve sleepover fun thing :)
Do you use internet shorthand (i.e. "lol", "brb", "jk", et cetera)?:yeah
How often do you bathe?:when i do.. usually at least every other day
Are you a people-pleaser?:when it comes to my friends
Do you dye your hair regularly?:nope
What about your eyebrows?:nope
Do you wear makeup?:usually just black eyeliner
If you answered "yes", to #96, are you female?:i'm assuming #96 is the one about makeup and yeah
Do you buy CDs edited or unedited?:UNedited of course
Can you beatbox?:no
Does your mom like the song "Hey Ya" by OutKast?:i hope not.. that song pisses me off haha

100 Questions For Your Answering Pleasure! brought to you by BZOINK!
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[01 Jan 2004|09:52pm]

What's up frigidaire. You are

pickup-able! You're cold and unapproachable, like a big glacier that's unapproachable. And cold. hahahahaha that is sad

Joyous trumpets and champagne supernovas! You are
rock-solid friend!

The Three Musketeers. The Three Amigos. The Three Horsemen of the Apocalypse? you belong, dude, you belong! Some people put their neck on the line for their friends; you put your ass on the line. And by the way, nice ass. People know they can count on you in a crunch, in a jam, and in other food metaphors describing times of desperation. You give the gift of hope, but more importantly, you give the gift of kidney. Your rewards in life will be great, or at least better than other people's. To quote a fortune cookie: "You are soon have a fortunate experiences."

Lucky you! You are only

insane! Look at you, so rational and normal. Your head's screwed on so tight you'd break a guillotine. Yes, lucky you, you who glide through the chaos of the world like the pope in his popemobile. While the rest of us are barking at imaginary voices and foaming at the mouth, your mind is sitting on a tuffet eating curds and whey. CURDS AND WHEY! Do you hear me?!? Because I can hear me! THE GRANITE MONKEY MUST BE PORKED! Bok!
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NEW YE-AH AHCTEEEVEEETEeE [01 Jan 2004|07:20pm]
[ mood | chipper ]

ahleessaa lakh tah tahk en un uccent cuz she li' i' a LAH
pictures from our dayCollapse )

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[31 Dec 2003|05:46pm]
all is good.. we found the birth certificate and went for me to take the test but there wasn't time.. i got a new pic tho and the camera guy was nice. so i'm going back on friday to take the test and ya
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a lot of writing that will just show you that i'm mad and sad and messed up [31 Dec 2003|02:52pm]
[ mood | melancholy ]

why is driving so fucking important to me? i don't even want to drive because i'm sick of driving examiners making up freaking stupid reasons to fail me and i'm sick of failing license tests. i'm not trying to get my license until april most likely, but i still want to be able to drive IF I WANT TO. it's not so much that i will even drive- that's not it at all. i doubt that i'm gonna drive for a while. but if i DO feel like driving, i want it to be LEGAL. driving is something that i will need to do when i'm on my own and in college and stuff.. and it's like everything that has to do with me being out on my own is something i fail at. obviously they think it's freaking unsafe for me to be out driving alone, i have no car, i have no job... i didn't get a high enough score on the sat in my opinion cuz of the stupid 650 on math... and i'm too dependent on other people. but then again, i'm forced to be dependent on my mom to go places because I HAVE NO LICENSE thank you very much dmv. life is so unfair... OH and since when is driving important enough to me that it makes me cry when i can't do it? i don't cry unless i'm really really having problems... like i cried when i was in a fight with someone i really liked and i was SHAKING cuz i was so mad and sad and all that... but if it's just some little thing i don't cry. i cried when i failed my license tests though.... i wish i could just fast forward to like 2 years from now, have a car, a license, and a job and be settled down in college... not that i want to leave for college really because i don't want to be away from my friends... and honestly i doubt i will see most of them once we graduate and that's sad too...

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[30 Dec 2003|05:25pm]
What do people really think about you? by Raven319
favorite song
Parents thinkYou're too sensitive
Strangers thinkYou're hot
Friends thinkYou talk too much
Created with quill18's MemeGen!

yeah thats just one of my favorite songs... i'm bored and my knee hurts but thats ok! simpsons hit and run is a gta rip off haha yah... i finished my outside reading book project for eng =D now i just have to finish the prozac nation thing, work on my bio research stuff, get a new permit.. yeahh and then on the weekend i have to start on my other english project
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[28 Dec 2003|07:26pm]
LiveJournal Slut Score for ~halo_of_flamez
Percentage of your friends you've met 100.00%
Percentage of your friends you've kissed 3.85%
Percentage of your friends you've sexed 0.00%
Percentage of your friends you fancy 0.00%
Slut points 28
(Based on 26 LiveJournal friends)
Take the LJ Slut Test by ~skx comment here.

yeah so we went to the movies to see cheaper by the dozen (we= eeso, katie, nano, and me) and it was funny cuz we kept laughing and ya i think people wanted to kill us. then we dropped nano off at home and then we went to chilis and katie and lyssa thought the waiter was cute so they were trying to sneak pix of him and then later they were like can i take a pic and he was like i thought you already took a few, try me next time. that was mean and must have been embarrassing hahaa
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STORY TIME KIDS [28 Dec 2003|12:37pm]
once upon a time, our dad was driving us home from thousand oaks. that would be all well and good BUT then all the sudden all the cars on I5 stopped. it was about 20 minutes past midnight and all we wanted to do was find a bathroom and then a hotel. well, after sitting there in a parked car for like a half hour, we hear that traffic is stopped for eight miles because a big truck caught on fire. since it was still going to be a long time, we finally did an illegal u turn across the center divider thingy and found a gas station. the mini mart looked closed, so our dad asked the sheriff out front if it was open, and the sheriff replied that it was just broken into. FUN TIMES
<3 lyssa and steph

once upon a time, there was a guy who wanted to start a petting zoo but not with vewonica, he wanted to start it with awissa. he said he would show her what petting is and she got very scared and ran far away so he could not start his petting zoo THE END
<3 steph

once upon a time, awissa and stephies was in a cah and they was lizzenin to some shiet called da rahdeeeohh and then a song came on and they was like what is this shiet awissa thinks itz pimpp yo and stephies was like it would be fizzunny if that shiet wuz three days grace and awissa was like I HATE EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU WHY DO I LOVE YOU becizzuz that part came on and it was
<3 us

once upon a time, mommy told us to kiss guys instead of hugging them because hugging is more contact. what an odd woman.
<3 us





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dear max and everyone else, [28 Dec 2003|10:03am]
i am sad that only alyssa and anjalee did the survey thing when i put it in my journal, so here, to quote max, you know you wanna. click here
tax, its a mix of e4

haha :p
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[22 Dec 2003|09:11pm]
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http://test3.thespark.com/person/ [21 Dec 2003|01:19pm]
Like just 9% of the population you are a HEALER (SECF)-- caring, good with people, and patient. You are completely selfless and full of love. As a concrete feeler, you do well with your emotions, which are very strong. You understand and appreciate *why* you feel the way you do, and for the most part you're at peace with yourself.

Suffering in the world really pisses you off.

In relationships, it's easy for you to get hurt. Avoid all kinds of dominant (D***) people, *especially* in dating or marriage. You are a motherly figure, even if you're a guy. If you're a girl, make sure you're a mom some day. The world's children need people like you. If you're a guy, don't even think about it. Most pedophiles are HEALERS.

On the rare occasions when you try to assert yourself, you're cute and awkward, but highly effective.

take it and tell me what email address you put.. i'm 93% compatible w/ gina haha
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[16 Dec 2003|02:55pm]
My LiveJournal 12 Days
My True Love gave to me...
12 amilosingyous a-winking.
11 gchottie69s a-commenting.
10 kwamonsters a-sleeping.
9 leaveitalone18s a-twirling.
8 littlelyssas a-wailing.
7 lmixdemotionzls a-tripping.
6 loud_ditzs a-hopping.
5 bronze raybeebaybees.
4 chewing scorpiobabe1186s.
3 Irish the_evil_felines.
2 horse true929s.
And a youstupidfuck in a tomato tree.
Get gifts! Username:
Another fun meme brought to you by rfreebern.
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prettiful friends [15 Dec 2003|09:18pm]

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what do i want for xmas? [07 Dec 2003|06:00pm]
*stone sour cd w/ bonus tracks
*fear factory cd “digimortal”
*noise therapy cd “tension”
*cold cd “13 ways to bleed onstage”
*american head charge cd “war of art”
*learn to play guitar dvd
*this shirt: http://www.merchdirect.net/x/c/product.php?productid=2189
*a static lullaby shirt
*gift cards for any of these places: hot topic, anchor blue, sam goody, rasputin!!!, mervyns, macys, sears, starbucks, borders, barnes and noble...
*urban decay flavored body powder- cake, honey, red hot, or cocoa
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[06 Dec 2003|09:56pm]
you are darkslategray

Your dominant hues are green and blue. You're smart and you know it, and want to use your power to help people and relate to others. Even though you tend to battle with yourself, you solve other people's conflicts well.

Your saturation level is lower than average - You don't stress out over things and don't understand people who do. Finishing projects may sometimes be a challenge, but you schedule time as you see fit and the important things all happen in the end, even if not everyone sees your grand master plan.

Your outlook on life is dark. You're generally a pessimist and everyone knows it; you're the one the come to when they don't want the sunshine blown around, they just want to straight truth. You can miss good things in life if you make up your mind too early though.
the spacefem.com html color quiz
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copied from tyff and lyssa [01 Dec 2003|06:02pm]
1. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
2. Am I loveable?
3. How long have you known me?
4. When and how did we first meet?
5. What was your first impression?
6. Do you still think that way about me now?
7. What do you think my weakness is?
8. Do you think I'll get married?
9. What makes me happy?
10. What makes me sad?
11. What reminds you of me?
12. If you could give me anything what would it be?
13. How well do you know me?
14. When's the last time you saw me?
15. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
16. Do you think I could kill someone?
17. Describe me in one word.
18. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?
19. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
20. Are you going to put this on your livejournal and see what I say about you?
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copied from curtis cuz i'm bored [22 Nov 2003|02:32pm]
A - You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind.
B - You are always cautious when it comes to meeting new people.
C - You definitely have a partier side in you, dont be shy to show it.
D - You have trouble trusting people.
E - You are a very exciting person.
F - Everyone loves you.
G - You have excellent ways of viewing people.
H - You are not judgemental.
I - You like to work, but you always want a break.
J - Jealousy.
K- You like to try new things.
L - Love is something you deeply believe in.
M - Success comes easily to you.
N - You are always smiling & making others smile.
O - You are very open-minded.
P - You are very friendly and understanding.
Q - You are a hypocrite.
R - You are a social butterfly.
S - You are very broad-minded.
T - You have an attitude, a big one.
U - You feel like you have to equal up to people's standards.
V - You have a very good physical and looks.
W - You like your privacy .
X - You never let people tell you what to do .
Y - You cause a lot of trouble.
Z - You're always fighting with someone.

S - You are very broad-minded.
T - You have an attitude, a big one.
E - You are a very exciting person.
P - You are very friendly and understanding.
H - You are not judgemental.
A - You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind.
N - You are always smiling & making others smile.
I - You like to work, but you always want a break.
E - You are a very exciting person.
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christmas list haha [13 Nov 2003|06:17pm]
*stone sour cd w/ bonus tracks
*staring back cd called on
*acceptance cd called black lines to battlefields
*gift certificate for any music store.. sam goody, hot topic, rasputin, whatever.. cuz i'll always be able to find another cd to buy

*learn to play guitar dvd

*this shirt: http://www.merchdirect.net/x/c/product.php?productid=1524
*this shirt: http://www.merchdirect.net/x/c/product.php?productid=2189
*a static lullaby shirt

*gift cards for any of these places: hot topic, anchor blue, mervyns, macys, sears, starbucks, borders, barnes and noble...

*a car!! hahaahahahaah but i'm not getting one anyway

and of course, over thanksgiving and christmas breaks, i wanna hang out w/ people whenever i'm not in barstow... hahaha anyone wanna convince their parents that barstow is funnnn (minus the sarcasm) place, and stay there while i'm there? we could hang out at walmart or am pm! do you know how sad that is? haha
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